Haiz.. What Can i Say in this blog Ahh..? im just fed up with my life. notink in this world is worth making effort for.. i wish i cud bury all the pain that i've been thru and rileks myself down. Too many things in my mind.. my mind is just telling me to stop thinking... they cant take it anymore.. is too painful hurtful... sometinks in life euu cant have everyting that euu want to... i wish i cud run away from everytink.. but i cant.. i need to stay still and face everytink.. no matter what it takes.. oh GOD.. please make me strong in anyway that i need to ... life is unfair... we get what we dun want but loose what we want the most.. i may be only 21 but i've seen things that i aint suppose to.. am suppose to be schooling enjoying life now... not thinking and thinking like a 31yr old wud do.. life is miserable for me after ure gone Grandma... y...... y did euu left me in this cruel world.. i trust no one.. euu noe how stubborn headed i am ryte? i Wont want to listen to anyone..... i dont listen anymore grandma... when ppl talk to me ... i will be just like erm okae.. Masok Kanan kluar kiri.. Degil sgt Ke Aku nie? Haiz.. i've Learnt to accept what people Tell me.. Advice me..but is still Hard For me to really listen to them... cause i learn from my Mistake... is So Hard For Me to lisTen... GOSh... y y y .... Im Just so Stress Up.... wanna go SuMwher i wanna shout out Aloud... Anyone??
